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Really?

Really?

That was my comment on a picture bg_slime  picture on Instagram of George making a gun sign and captioning the picture with "coming to get ya with guns blazing".

He also posted a video of him vaping. 

And...I am supposed to be excited about the book launch in two days.  A book where I poured out my heart in a series of devotionals pointing hurting people to the loving arms of God. 

I am confused...discouraged...sad.

Am I still at this point?  We had taken several steps forward to then suddenly take MAJOR steps backward.  It's beyond discouraging.

I will choose joy no matter what.  And remind myself that my identity is NOT in how my son behaves. 

And I will choose to be super excited that the book launches in TWO days!


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